10:39
I want to write a journal about the books I've read.
10:39
I want to write a journal about the books I've read.
16:48
I learned the news about the pianist who is over 100 years old and still playing the piano. I want to be like such a person.
13:18
After coming back to home I'll write a letter to a woman... connection is strange and precious.
15:02
I don't like communication in Japanese. I don't know why... Yes, Japanese is a beautiful language. I can read Tanizaki and Nakagami in Japanese. It's great. But at domestic communication, I have to read the lines too seriously. In English, we express our thoughts by words clearly. So I can understand what they say easily (of course, I still can't understand their humor or irony). I want to use English as my business language. I won't say English is a perfect language but better to understand for me.
14:52
I hate what? I love what? Nowadays I forget what I do like or love. I like expressing my thoughts like this. In myself, there are a lot of ideas that don't become words. Then, I am like a bag that is full of ideas. This myself who writes these sentences is the key to open the door.
9:29
We Japanese believe the power of words we use as “Kotodama”. Words have their spirits...that concept tells us. I use English although I live in Japan and use Japanese as my mother tongue because using English makes me positive. Using English gives me chances to look at various experiences from other points of view. In other words, I can choose positive points to look at my negative experiences or emotion. So it eases my emotion. I use English today again.
7:22
Today is a day off. I want to write several remarks on this blog. I want to do this, I want to do that... Oh, I have some desire in myself. Or I should say I have some dream in myself. I forgot this feeling. Always life was once a boring, some kind of a bad joke... Now I don't think so. Life is like a tabula rasa, a white place that I can write or create my future!
3:36
Now I woke up and am writing this article with Lenny Kravitz's music. I think about the opinion a friend of mine said. She said that she wants to read my positive opinion. I once denied it because I am basically a negative person so writing positively means lying to others. But after reading Audrey Tang's book, I used to think that any positive attitude is evidence of a truly wise person.